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My Rubber Growth


This is my rubber band ball. I started it last January to symbolize my growth as a female coming into adulthood. When I grow so shall this ball. It’s a pretty decent size for just one year and every time I add a rubber band it physically reminds me of the growth I can not see but feel. One day I hope it’ll be as big as a basketball. 🙂


Focus is… the clarity with which an optical system delivers an image; adjustment for clarity; a center of activity or interest. To produce a sharp, clear image of; to adjust a lens in order to produce a clean image; to direct; to come together at a point of focus…

No wonder my life portrait is such a mess right now. I keep putting other unnecessary images into the picture. That is why I am never satisfy with the result and end up drawing up a whole new picture again. Its not because I am lazy. Oh no, contrary to what everyone and myself believes, I am a hard worker. I just find myself daydreaming away from my intended visual and putting it on the canvas…

So someone please, tell me how one can channel their passion and create a tunnel vision for success???


Worth is the quality or value of something; personal merit; the quantity that can be purchased for a certain amount of money. So how much are you worth???

Are you worth someone breaking their promises to you? Are you worth being lied to? Are you worth hatered? Are you worth jealousy? Are you worth being cheated?


In my mind everyone is too priceless to be bought with such disrespect and mistreatment. No one deserves that sort of behavior towards them. But I see everyday, in others and myself, selling their diginity for someone elses attention. How much is their attention worth? Not at the price of yours surely? Then I see those same people, myself included,  buying others worth for the same cheap price. What cycle is this? I can afford to buy people at their price because my heart is full of love, respect, fairness, kindness, etc. I’m rich and so are you.


Feelings are an emotional sensation. The impression produced upon a person by an object, place, etc. This is the Webster dictionary version of feelings. To me feelings are a precious and fragile emotion that should be preserve by the person with it and whoever they deem worthy of receiving them. In other words, feelings is the core of one emotional health. So one should be very careful on who they share their feelings with or cause unbalance to their emotional health.

Hello world!

Soooo…. hello world! That title is very true on how I feel right now, which is the reason why I decided to leave that generic title up. Because at this very moment I’m not feeling generic at all. How ironic right? Do you wanna know how I feel or are you like every other human being passing this world with so much baggage that helping anothers with theirs seem… well… whether outlandish?
If you are still reading this I guess you have decided to drop your heavy baggage to help me shift thru mine. Whether it’s for you’re own entertainment, to feed your curiosity, to actually help me or a little of all three I still thank you for your time. :D. So let’s begin with the first one shall we.